My Life luck is in a below average, still trying my best to survive. I should motivate my self move on and futher, no once can help me except myself.
Why i said that, this is a few happening.
Today i went to club, my mood set was taking 1star. Due to some of the courses has last mins cancelled, my chief coach has change all the coaches around. I was appointed frm 1star demoted to kayaking orientation programme.
The participants is frm the church grp, and it was very slow movement. bleah is worse then my sec 1 n 2 kayaking student, so is an adults we trainer was like keep motivated them to move them self faster. I was like pis off, but i cant let go. Because i always make a point that i want to be a professional trainer. This was set when my 1st kayaking course i was those trainer who like to shout participants, i was mistaken and scolded a wrong trainee at that time. So frm that time onwards i was promised myself try to not shout at any student, and also is my job to trained a participants well. (To me: As a professional and Instructive Trainer, have to be friendly but firm with participants. So that the participant may enjoy themself, at the sametime can get the instruction even faster n better.) Nver make the mood pull us down on lesson courses when is on.
( Leader is not right is resposibilities, how ur student or participant performance and result would shown how well is the Trainer.) so is my responsible to create the lesson well and instructive one. I was like try myself to interacting with the participant with enjoyment ways.
After the lesson, i was helping up on little of the office work and help the student and renties for guiding them putting back the kayak back to the correct rack location.
Today it was my chief trainer Bday, so me and other trainer was there to celebrating with him. After we sung the birthday song for our cheif trainer, and then we also having cake with him. while we having cake, our chief trainer was inform us abt the coming up event. Like: he would set a day for us to go for 2 star workshop, and 4star river on this sep. For the 4star river this yr i would considering to go, then come back pay him later. He also rushed those lvl 3 trainee coach, to hurry for the coaching assesment. just heard frm his assesment requirement for the Lvel 3 coaches is like stress sia...hehe..
For our lvl 2 Coaching Assement this time, he would want us to find and choose our prefered lvl 3 coaches to asses for us. I think i may get back my Lvel 1 coaching assesor, because he also the one who was inference me to be a professional and instructive trainer. Hopfully he can make it to be my level 2 coaching assesor.
After that i went back home with my gal friend, at 1st i was asking her abt today how was her coaching things like that, she was like unhappy to answered me wat ever question that i asked. I was like wannering wat the problem, then i asked her wat she want frm me? is like wat happened wat did i done. She replied me in a hursh way don of ur business. This was happened already copes of weeks le, and i was mad abt this. Then we started a quarrel, which in this 8 yrs tis the most worse quarrel. On the quarrel she did mention that she lost the confident and the secure of me. tis words i felt hurt.
I'm predicting this relationship may not last, i was told her we has been coming 8 yrs le how could she said this kind of words to me?? and she replied that 8 yrs so wat?? is just a numbers only. And i was mad :( i shouted her and told her that she is noting great. and she was walked off frm me. Well my mind was blank for sometime, and i walked back to club.
When i reached back to club, my chief coach was said. why u Walked back to club? I replied him is something happened to me badly. My chief coach answered me: Try to let her cool down and better sort out with her, that is no point quarrel. After that i was followed him to changi village to had dinner with him and some uncle. After the dinner my chief coach was back to club and i retured home.
So this is the time my luck is going below average, most of the things is like start to having obsticles. The changing of life period again.
All my friends, pls pray for me to the lord and god bless me.
